Cheng Weiwan stared at the window of the patient room in a daze, just as she did in the courtyard. After standing there for over an hour, she then went to the next location - the Four Seasons Hotel.
She didn't book a room but took the elevator up to the top floor and walked to room 1002. She stared at the tightly shut door and fell deep in thought like an unflinching wooden mannequin.
He made plans to meet her there on her birthday.
At first, she didn't know he prepared to celebrate her birthday.
He definitely didn't know it would be her first birthday celebration and first birthday cake despite the fact she didn't like to eat sweet things. The next day, she insisted on happily eating the whole birthday cake even though after she left the hotel, she hid alone in the restroom and vomited. However, she was truly really happy - so happy that it felt like she had the world.
That night, she truly fell in love with him.
So when he asked her "Can I?" she nodded lightly.
That was her first time. It really hurt. It hurt so bad that tears fell but her heart was unbelievably warm.
Later, they got together.
He didn't know just how excited she was when he gave her the keys to his apartment.
He clearly hired a nanny but she still did many things herself.
It was because she liked him. She truly liked him, so she willingly washed his clothes, cooked for him, cleaned for him, and changed his sheets...
And it was in this apartment where she got pregnant with his baby.
Obviously she had a home to go to, but it felt like she didn't. After she found out she was pregnant and decided to have the baby, she walked all the way from the hospital to his office fantasizing about all types of beautiful possibilities for the future. In that moment, she looked at her familiar city of Beijing and felt like she finally had a family in this city.
With that thought, Cheng Weiwan turned around and left the Four Seasons Hotel.
She walked down the street by the moat.
En route, she thought about the many, many things he said to her.
"Heading back to the hotel? Let's go. I'll take you."
"It's nothing. I'm more than willing to serve the woman I fell in love with at first sight."
"You can't get a taxi here. If you trust me, get on. If you don't, I'll get off and piggyback you to your hotel..."
"Or who's to say - maybe you really want me to piggyback you back home?"
"Although I'm a little disappointed that I can't piggyback you back to the hotel, to be able to cycle you back also makes me happy."
"Please get on the bike, girl I like."
"Why did you choose to write?"
"Are all you girls who write books so classy?"
"How did you come up with so many stories?"
"Will you consider writing about me in your story?"
"Do you like me? If not, I'll teach you."
"Let me give you a suggestion. Be with me."
As she thought and thought, Cheng Weiwan covered her mouth and started to cry on the main road.
You clearly said I'm the girl you liked. How did I become the only one in love in the end?
You clearly said that if I didn't know how to like you, you'd teach me. But why did you not want me after you taught me to like you?
You clearly suggested that I be with you. I did as you said, but why did you leave me all alone?