Gu Xijiu was easily susceptible to irrational behavior when she was angry. She sat there to calm down. After some time, she had finally calmed down enough to think rationally.
It was an undeniable fact that Di Fuyi loved her very much. When she was stabbed by 'Ye Hongfeng' and her soul was separated from her body, the body had attained a spiritual power of level eight which had already met Di Fuyi's requirement.
After that, she was trapped in Long Fan's underground palace. If Di Fuyi did not love her, he would not have risked his life to come and save her. It was indeed a life-threatening situation, and it was not something that could be acted out.
If he did not love her, he would not be so willing to marry her and let her be the lady master of Fucang Hall. He even fulfilled all of her requirements and pampered her like a queen. However, she was uncertain if it was because he truly loved her or if it was because he felt guilty for taking advantage of her. Perhaps it was a mixture of both.
As he did not want to hurt her, he had provided her with a lot of expensive medicines and had even helped her to practice so that she could fully integrate with her current body. His actions were considered as a kind of compensation.
It seemed like it was the best arrangement because Di Fuyi could help his former fianc to get a new body while ensuring that Gu Xijiu had a body of her own as well. He would not feel guilty to any party, and it was the perfect solution!
When Gu Xijiu thought about it this way, she felt sad and tearful. She rubbed her eyes and looked up at the sky. Tonight was the fifth day of the month. A dark crescent moon was hanging in the sky. She continued rubbing her eyes as if she could rub off the sadness. She felt that she was not generous enough because she could not agree with Di Fuyi's arrangement and felt that it was unacceptable!
Gu Xijiu needed to calm herself to think of her next step. When she was angry, the first action she thought about was to destroy the original body. If she could not own the body herself, then she did not want to let other people have it too. She wanted to prevent Di Fuyi from being together with the mermaid.
However, after she had calmed down, she thought about how Di Fuyi had been kind to her. He had risked his life to save her several times. He even wanted to marry her.
Though he had fooled her to build up her original body, he had found another body which was rather high in potential and compatible with her soul too. He had been working very hard to help her upgrade her new body, and it was now comparable to her original body. It seemed like he was still considerate of her.
She might have died a long time ago if it were not for Di Fuyi. He was partly responsible for the fact that she was still alive and having a good life. It would be unethical for her to destroy the body that he had been helping to train so hard.
Gu Xijiu closed her eyes and forced a smile. She decided to let it go.
In fact, he was treating her quite well so she should not be so cruel to him. She decided to let her original body go so that Di Fuyi could give it to someone else. She considered it as a way of repaying his favor. However, she did not want to marry him anymore
The moment she found out about the truth, she knew that she would not be able to get over it. She rubbed her eyebrows again and felt pathetic.
In her previous life, she was just a stroage bag for Ye Hongfeng's internal organs and Long Xi had approached her because of Ye Hongfeng.